Hi everyone,

Last night I was so tired, and he did something that caused a part of my mind to crack, I physically felt it. I guess that was the last push I needed, because I mustered the courage to tell him to leave. I didn't scream, or raise my voice in the slightest.

He of course threw a fit, tried to convince me to change my mind, said everything he hated about me and attempted a guilt trip, but my emotions were completely burned out, they were just words now.

I guess I was scared of making him feel bad, I hate making people feel bad... But I'm first, I have to look out for me and go back to a happier place.

I stuck by my decision and feel so powerful and glad that I did. For the first time in months I was able to sleep through the night!

Thank you all so much for your help, all of your suggestions and opinions were amazing.