I am awakening spiritually and have gotten down into some pretty deep and painful issues. I feel so scared because I have gotten delusional with my thoughts at least I think. The problem is that when my thoughts become delusional I don't know if they are true because they seem logical but something clicks that maybe these thoughts are not quite right. I do know that this awakening is happening to and thru me. And so I guess I need some confirmation that I am ok. Being bi-polar is so scary when I just feel crazy and to not know really either way.