I'm feeling really good about my mental health. Maybe this is where I'm screwwy. Last week I was mega down, could barely function, cried about everything. I couldn't do anything without being overwhelmed by hopelessness. Monday I bummed some antidepressants from a girlfriend in the hopes of popping my brain out of the depression. They typically make me manic almost instantly. Well here I am, feeling maybe a touch up and a bit zanier than normal but for sure invincible to mania. I honestly FEEL like that will never be a problem for me again. Logically, that seems like a silly thing to say given my history but I really believe it.