Hello Eamgr: Thanks for sharing your thoughts. The thoughts you're having are similar to the ones I often mull over.

Am I depressed? (I get up every morning & do everything that needs to be done. Sometimes I do more than that.)

Have I realized nobody cares so I might as well be happy? Well, for me, it's not exactly that nobody cares. It's more that they just prefer to imagine everything's okay. They don't know what to do with my mental health issues. And they really don't want to be troubled with them. (I don't either... but I don't have a choice.)

Think positive & move on? I'm working on it.

Still need treatment? Nah... what's the point? Besides, my personal opinion is that attention is highly overrated.

By the way, I'm no longer on antidepressants either nor do I see a counselor or therapist...