So it would take for ever to explain, but basically I live with my girlfriends family. Her step dad is now an asshole and manipulator and treats everyone like crap. He's hurt my girlfriends mom and he's gotten in my girlfriends face. I told myself that if he ever physicall hurts her or pushes her or even lays a hand on her, that I'll kick the living **** out of him. I always feel fence and angsty, and whenever they all get in a fight, I get all pumped and ready. In a way, I want him to do something so I can kick his ***. I'm sorry, that sounds bad. I have ADHD and bad anxiety so maybe that's the case? Or am I looking too deep into it. I've always held my anger in and have never gotten into any fights at school. Am I just holding anger in? Teenage angst? I always tell myself that if someone ever hurt someone I care about or love, I'd do..well..stuff that's not so appropriate for this thread. I kind of want to get in a fight? I don't know.