Kudos on stepping out of your comfort zone to have that discussion! It was something I struggled with doing for the better part of 3 years.

It wasn't like I was trying to avoid it but imagine being a a guy trying tell his therapist - a female one I might add - one the OCD things you do is not only download hours and hours of porn but also wastes an entire day on organizing the videos on his computer or masturbation.

Needless to say, it's not easy. Especially when you're working with somebody for which you have a genuine fondness. While I understand and appreciate her being my therapist I do want her her to see me favorably, you know?