I'm not sure how I'm doing. I've been very depressed recently....having what I think are flashbacks of past trauma. Things have been a little on the iffy side for me for some time. Some paranoia, borderline delusions but I can see through them so that means I'm not delusional according to my gauge. Started a new med to pull me out of a deep depression and might be a little hypo or maybe mildly mixed or maybe I'm stabilizing. Only time will tell. I feel hopeful ....I felt more hopeful a few days ago but I might be stabalizing. I think I need to use the momentum I feel building to get treatment for PTSD. It feel urgent and might be the main thing I need.