Can I just say, if one more person asks me when I think I can just lay this down and move on...... I don't have actual words to describe the anger and reaction that I want to address.

If you share a moment that was more then you could handle and you are stuck there, trying to deal with it and try to explain/share (I hate that phrase!) Share.

Share sounds like being comfortable enough with someone to relate with them what you are experiencing in that moment. Forgive me. Didn't look up the definition. That is my definition.

To have what you have "shared" that is hurtful and wounding, thrown back at you with the comment of "when do you think you can just put this down and be ok? It's been 4 years!!"

There are not enough adjectives or mental curse words to explain what my thoughts are.

PLEASE!! PLEASE!!

Internal anger!! Raging!!

So sorry!! Had to vent. That person felt satisfied enough to go to bed and be ok. I want to set something on fire!!!

Not really, but that is what the anger feels like!!

Thank you for hearing me.