I did housekeeping too. Cleaned houses. Got to do what you got to do. I once wanted a a particular job but it was hard to find so I printed HUNDRED of my resumes (not exaggerating), 100 of my transcripts and 100 cover letters. Made 100 packets, placed in 100 envelopes and mailed ( it included out of state). Of course not all 100 called back but I did get a job. And I already had a job just not the one I wanted. They say if you don't work you have to spend as much time looking and applying as you were employed. I really don't see you wanting to work.

I hope you get one of these jobs but it seems like you don't truly want to work. And I understand anxiety, am anxious myself but people with every disability on the planet work. I see it every day. If ones disability is so severe that they cannot work they go on disability and get SSDI. Nobody can just not work especially in time of crisis (roof and ceiling falling out is severe issue)