i just wanted to talk about how crummy i feel about not having any parent or family that i would want to be with me through this . i hate seeing all these family's that are so close to each other .she just was not going to listen to me yesterday . i really am going to try and look at this as she cares about me somewhat and this is what is going on but i wish she would have just let me talk i really needed to .i understand her fear of me contacting the mother but who wouldn't. im scared and feel so alone with no family except my husband . i do have some amazing friends who are staying on top of me but it isnt the same