@Everyone who is judging and criticizing me now, enough! To much has been thrown at me at once, and it seems to me as if I'm supposed to accept whatever menial job that I can get no matter what.

Well, I will have to accept any measly offer that comes my way, so how is that considered to be not willing to work? There is only so much stress that I can take, so I'm done with some of you permanently for being insensitive in my most trying times.

I don't expect everyone to agree with me, but my god, to not think and do what you'd do in certain situations and not want to resort to cleaning houses makes me lazy or whatever? Give me a break! My parents and sister are narcissistic people and is it fair that my parents reject me while still paying for most of her stuff when she's and adult woman who's not disabled or retarded? No, it's not.

I'm done with dealing with judgemental insensitive people on here. Thanks to those of you who aren't- I had to clean up the crap from the collapsed roof and then deal with the mouse running loose the other day and yet STILL made it to the last interview. AND I have one for tomorrow, so how the HELL is that NOT wanting to work or be lazy by any means?

Holy crap, I thought that you guys would be more sympathetic than this! Life isn't that easy! I thought that most of the people on here know that some people aren't really capable of just shrugging off things or able to get a job that easily.

And people do judge potential employees on how they look. Did I say oh, I just went out and spent a ton of money on a new dress just for one low paying job? No! I wore an outfit that I had for years that looks nice! Also, the last low paying p/t seasonal job that I applied for is in the beauty industry. I HAVE to look more polished to get hired! Fact! I did my research on this company!

And I usually do my own hair and makeup too. Wow, what presumptions! The fact that I'm doing this with bad depression and anxiety speaks volumes about me! What was I supposed to do with the roof anyways, fix something that I don't know how to fix, or be able to call someone who can fix it who I can't pay?

As for my N parents, my dad actually said, well, since you're married, what do you expect of me? He then told me that since my sister isn't married, and I am, that I don't need any help w/o begging for it of course. Typical N control freak behavior. He gets off on control. He hates the fact that I don't kiss their butts.

He didn't even bother to ask me what really happened or if I'm OK or not. Neither did my N mom. My dad is a real *** and think that it's more important to pay for a brats Lexus, rent, and other things when she hasn't been working for most of her adult life btw. She hasn't worked for a long, long time, but she is still relying on mommy and daddy for most things at the age of 40!

Not only that, she is a career criminal who was shamed for identity theft in a local paper years ago, and she hates both of them, but she acts so fake in order to get what she wants. There is more, but I'll always be the one to be blamed and shamed just for having opinions that don't really fit in with what other people think is right or whatever.

Perhaps it's best if I kept my mouth shut on here and in real life from now on as to not be looked down on and judged so harshly anymore. I don't need this stress!