i met my T in a treatment facility. a few people committed suicide there, one on campus, one on an interstate near campus, and many others after they had left the program. i am not sure if any of them worked directly with my T because he was the clinical director. i do remember seeing him beating up a punching bag in one of the dorms one evening after we had got news that a lady had committed suicide. he was obviously upset. after the man killed himself on campus in 2014 my T texted me a lot as i was going thru a rough time with psychosis. he would text me every couple hours to ask me how i was. i think he was really worried that it might have a ripple effect.

i asked my T if he would be relieved if i committed suicide. its a lie i tell myself sometimes. he said no! i would be devastated!!