Feeling depressed and anxious today. Most days are like this. MDD Recurrent and Panic/Anxiety d/o with some PTSD thrown in for good measure. I would just like to be normal again. It's been so long, I wouldn't recognize normal if it bit me. Therapy does not help. I cancelled on the last one saying "I need help with this anxiety that crawls up my skin like ants." All she wanted to do was talk about setting boundaries. Out of the 4 I have tried. One cancelled on me after I had left work twice to meet with her. One had to get out her textbooks, One got up and left the room to take a phone call, started sweating and started talking about how the Incas and Egyptians communicated via the pyramids. I.kid.you.not. I need help for a variety of things. Thanks for letting me vent.