I went to therapy. Therapy was good. I'm spoiled getting to spew all of my feelings to a trained professional so we can pick them apart in the name of my emotional health. We should all be so lucky. We should all take advantages of the resources we have. There are so many resources. I'm spinning in my discomfort in my home. I'm fuming at the reluctance/avoidance of these in need humans to seek help that would benefit all of us. I'm alone in this fight. I'm lucky I'm strong enough to fight. I would just like to say a HUGE "F$$< You!!" to my sweet and amazing, broken, falling apart, depressed, grumpy, angry as hell, deluded but sometimes charming family.