I'm dealing with many of the same issues. Day before last there were some workers behind the fence in my backyard. I was sure they were screaming at me, threatening me, trying to get my attention to scare me....I ran back in the house in a panic and my husband was able to talk me down. I don't know what happened....why is everyone so quick to assume this was benign....my life might be in danger and nobody really investigates anything. I try to ignore it and go about my life but it's not easy.

I want to join a support group but I'm so scared of being intentionally alienated to torture me that I can't make it there.

I'm sorry you are suffering....I hope you are safe.