Hello Moose72: I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time with your memory. Remembering things is difficult for me as well. However, in my case, I think a lot of it is due to being old.

I just ran across a Hindu chant video, on YouTube, I hadn't heard before: "Shiva Shambo" on the Insight State channel. It runs for 2 hours! I put on my headphones & simply drift away. Soon I begin to feel almost... well... happy! So, anyway, I can relate to going into a sound pod & listening to a CD. I wish you well...