You're impulse buying. And I'm your other posts you're clearly having psychosis. I wish you would see the red flags like all of us do. You're heading down the rabbit hole. Every post of yours is the same. They all echo how you're not doing well. I agree your meds weren't helping but I don't think you should give up on meds. You're having trouble sleeping and seeing things. I think a big dose of seroquel would do you some good. But hey, I'm not the pdoc. Please tell your pdoc what you're telling us.