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This morning at 0650 hrs my beloved cat died, it was a horrible thing to watch but I didn't want her to die alone. It triggered so many emotions that I had with dad's suicide. Did I do enough? Could I have done more to save her? I'm an emotional wreck. Between sleeping, crying and vomiting until dry heaves I'm worn out. I did get her buried though, that was hard.

She was my fuzzy four legged child, it hurts so bad.