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venusss · 08:06 AM

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Originally Posted by ValentinaVVV

I am not saying you have low self-esteem. But I read and post sometimes on the PD boards.

And I think that a lot of people with PDs worry about whether or not they are likeable or lovable.

Also,I am intense too. And I am on meds for bipolar and I think it mellows me out. I know you don't want meds and I respect that.

I used to have low self-esteem, but I don't think so anymore. I mean... I can speak in public, go approach random people and I don't really spend that much time thinking about how I look or if I am worthy (well... I do but in different way).

I accepted I am not gonna be liked by everybody and I don't even want to. I mean, if people I consider horrible people like me... there is soemthing wrong.

This was more of a result of one intense Sunday where several of my strange traits managed to come at once.

Yeah, I really see no reason to be on meds. It's not like meds would make me... I don't even know what I aim to. I guess just be bit... more at peace possibly. But I don't want to lose that drive. And I feel sometimes anger is appropriate reaction, as long as use it constructively. I don't have any actual symptoms that bother me that could be treated medically.