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Old Oct 22, 2016, 11:37 AM
Cdnstargazer Cdnstargazer is offline
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Four days ago, I felt like my meds finally filled cement into the holes in my brain. I neither felt too excited nor depressed. It was a weird feeling. Is that what normal people feel?

Anyway I think I ****ed it up by smoking weed before bed the other day. ...now I feel paranoid and like people are thinking the worst. I couldn't get the image of my wife cheating out of my head. I slept on the couch. I was SO MAD. This morning I feel a bit better, little paranoia still but not like last night.
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Bipolar/BPD

Abilify 5mg
Prozac 40mg
Fish oil and vitamin D

"Of course it is happening inside your head Harry, but why on Earth should that mean that it is not real?"
-Albus Dumbledore
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