Feeling empty and frustrated again today. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm crawling out of my skin but I just don't care about anything. If it weren't for the Reddit and Youtube, I would probably just lie in bed all day.

I'm not suicidal in the least, but I see no reason for me to keep existing. I perceive no purpose, no motivation, little pleasure, I'm not even sure this "hurts" anymore. Everything is just...empty.