I get easily bored and i always seek for new experiences and intense emotions. I realised that I often put myself in a position where i convince my self that i am in love with sb, just to feel the every day rush and thus have sth to spice up my routine. The problem is that now i am "stuck" with a person (and i feel stressed and often bad through the day) and now i don't know whether it is actual feelings or my "thing". So tired of this *****