I have not looked up symptoms yet but I will try and do that today. I do write to my psychologist he is the only one I tell everything too. It is just hard to have everyone telling you something and your head telling you the opposite I don't know which to believe like in my head all this makes sense and seems normal/right but then everyone says it is not and I am trying really hard but I can't my head just keeps saying they are wrong or they are lying to you to try and trick you into taking the meds which will then hurt you. I just don't know what to do.