Hey there Alchemist

Do you mind adding the trigger icon when you make posts about death and thinking of killing yourself under different scenarios. It's the red circle with the black cross in it. That way it gives the readers of your post a heads up that you're talking about something that could be triggering.

You sound like you're living in some kind of remote place where you won't necessarily have access to people all the time. If you do start working at Amazon there's an opportunity there to meet people.

Why did you move from Spain all the way to Serbia? Well, previously your profile location said Spain. That's like moving from the North Pole to the Desert. I'd imagine it's quite culturally different and you'll be adjusting to that too.

Do you have any contact at all with your family? Even on Skype?