For over a year now I have been unable to work because of a paroxetine reduction of 50% and then reintroduction. The symptoms are all side affects I had before but totally disrupts my everyday life. Big sigh... my first attempt for sdd was denied. My psychiatrist doesn't support my claim. My therapist could see the change but there was some interrogation by her . She wrote a letter to the court for my divorce stating i couldn't work. I really thought eventually I would come back around. Its actually gotten worse some of it is stress related to be in abusive marriage that long also has had it's effects. That one morning waking up to what was like a pack of firecrackers going off in my head has changed who I was to who I am now. After noon I went outside on a pleasant fall day. Trying to do some basic fall yard work was very difficult especially the vertigo, the sweat pouring off my head into my eyes it's 52 deg constantly dropping things bend over kneel down and get up is a struggle I used to squat 505 lbs when I was into power lifting. It takes 2 hrs to get ready if I get out at all. I have to face reality. One thing I always was is a dependable hard worker. I got a lot of self esteem from that.