I totally undertsna I've bought cigs every day for three days, when usually I bhy every other da I guess because I know I'm going to try quitting again on nov 1 so I'm smoking it up while I still can. I tried to quit oct 4 and that was a disaster. The anxiety was soooo bad. I gave in after four days. But I really want to quit for my health and because I don't want my so. To think smoking is a good idea (although the damage is probably already done there). I always have an excuse not to quit though. It's so hard! I wish you luck when you finally decide to quit. And I hope disability gets back to you soon.