ok i have looked it up and tried to read as much as i can and i have tried to be as open to it as i can. it is weird i can see how other people would say it sounds like me and some of it i agree is stuff that i experience but my head still tells me there is nothing wrong and that all that is made up so the doctors have an excuse to tell you to take the meds which will hurt you. like i am trying but my head just wont say yes i dont know how i feel right now.