((((((((( Von ))))))))))

Thanks for understanding.

I wrote to T again last night and just read her reply. I keep trying to explain that I don't want to be so frustrating, and would do better if I knew how. She keeps saying the same thigns over and over, and I don't seem to get it. She says that I demonstrate that I can learn all the time. She gets frustrated at me or mad because I won't apply what I know to myself. So I think that fits here too. What I know is always ahead of progress that I actually show, and I'm trying to figure that out. Could be that I wasn't allowed to show progress. But I've been away from my parents now for as long as I was with them. Why can't I get out of that trap now?