For a very long time (years and years) ive been finding it hard to process this 'memory' I have. I don't know if it's real but I think it is. My brain keeps randomly bringing it up then forgetting about it but now I'm thinking about it more and more and I can't get it to go away.

When I was younger about 11/12 my grandmother used to stay over and sleep in my bed due to lack of space. I never minded as loved my nan she helped my parents out a lot and I enjoyed spending time with her.
I keep remembering one night she stayed and she was cuddling me and put her hand in between my legs over my clothes and made a reference to my 'pubic mound' thats all I remember and I'm not even sure if it happened. At that age I hadn't started puberty.

If I did happen then I remember tellibg my mum who brushed it off.

To my knowledge nothing further happened.

Im really confused about this whole situation. Did it happen? Could I have imagined it but then why keep thinking if about it??