I want to quit so badly. I just can't quit while in crisis and that's been my problem recently. I get STRONG suicidal ideation when quitting unfortunately. As soon as I stabalize a bit more I'm trying again. I smoke SOOOO much when on the manic side....more than 2 packs a day sometimes. I recently got a little hypo and started smoking more but luckily it's settling down and I'm back to about 15 cigs a day. Still too much and I'm really looking forward to putting it all behind me. Maybe we can start a quitting smoking thread since so many as facing this dilemma. A place to support each other or something. It's so hard....we probably need as much support as possible.