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My mom told me to try breathing exercises. I did. And I prayed and I sang hymns. The panic remains. The terrifying thoughts still hold strong. I have no idea what to do. Mom said to call doc first thing in the morning but I'm considering the on call doc. Would you wait ?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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