i am there with you also, i do have to get up 3 mornings out of the week for work but other than that I have nothing to get up for.

i know if i had something i really wanted to do or a place i really wanted to go i would get up but nowadays i am not feeling it. I don't have that need to go or do anymore.

i rarely get excited over plans, and sometimes dread them instead.

i just went back on meds a few days ago and can already tell the difference in my mood so hopefully my motivation will follow.