thanks...

do you enjoy using the older computers more?
im pretty good at computers.. can build one pretty decent for cheap..

but i understand about pictures misrepresenting things... also being triggering...
thats why i changed it...

but i was looking at it and it just perplexed me because it seemed like i was trying to say something with it.. of course i dont know what, dont really remember setting them..

it just made me feel strange as they made me feel like im fighting a losing battle with myself... in the one picture it seemed like i was trying to say here i am and grabbing ahold of the situation but it bursts through the door and im on the other side and the situation is taking control of me...

and the other one just made me feel like i was afraid and confused by something that shouldnt be...

but like the one i changed it to, i suppose the hatters gonna hat...

it wasn't an important question, not really sure why i posted it because its not that important... but i appreciate you guys words...

posting kind of helps a little, i have been trying to journal too but im getting confused with what i journaled and what i posted...