Do you have any weird coping mechanisms?

I know I've been depressed for a few days, so I've resorted to some weird coping mechanisms. One of these coping mechanisms is reading math PhD papers. lol. I've never studied mathematics, but I've always found the subject very interesting, and I like to understand how these algorithms apply to the real world... So I read them and do the mathematical proofs. lol!

God, I'm so weird! I don't know why I even do this bizarre sh#t. It's a very recent thing, too. And no, I'm not in school anymore.. I graduated 1.5 years ago... and I've never done a PhD.