I'm sorry this happened, it sounds very distressing. 2 bottles of Wine and 4 beers is a rather serious alcohol ingestion and I can't imagine what I might do with that much alcohol in my bloodstream.

I have lost it and destroyed things on 4 occasions (that's what I remember, it could be more). 1 time I had been drinking and the other 3 I had not. The worst destruction was when I lost it in the bathroom. I was sober and became hysterical (can't remember why). I took the back off the toilet and smashed it against the toilet and sink...it shattered and cut my hands up good. I then ripped off the seat and almost went for the shower door before someone came in and restrained me. I cannot understand it....don't know why.....it feels like it was someone else who do it.

I was prescribed Lamical as a stand alone medication when I was first diagnosed....so I know it's done. Good luck and hugs to you.