You are posting in the right forum here, don't you worry!! We are all in this horrible Bipolar boat together, and we are all here for each other.

Are you seeing a therapist? The reason I ask is because I had major parent issues at a young age, and it really, really helped to get it out, and talk to someone.

You don't need to keep bearing this burden. It wasn't your fault, yet you are still affected. Not fair!!!!

(((((big hugs)))))

If you would like to chat privately, I am a good listener! I don't know how this private message thing works on here, but I am sure I can figure it out.

Just know that you aren't alone, and you aren't being whiny