just to make things clear, his mom has never abused me, i don't want it to seem like that. i pretty much heated the situation that day when i cussed at her and acted like i was about to fight her and my bf pushed me back. plus, she mentioned how i don't pay rent, cause i said that he hits me even when she's there and she said "then leave, you don't pay rent". my bf didn't want me to cause i still have to pay back my loan but i gave her $60 cause that's just what i had in my wallet and i hadn't given her any money in almost a month. well, i gave it to my bf to give to her. i know i'm taking advantage of them cause my bf has brought up that i take advantage cause there's a lot if times where i ask to eat something of his in the kitchen. and now that i donmt have my job, i can't pitch in for anything and my bf tells me not to and he's just been paying for stuff. he's called me a mooch before when he was mad at me but then later said he apoligized and said he didn't mean and that i'm not a mooch. i've asked peers and my bf if i should be paying for rent there and they said that i should be fine cause i told them (well at the time) i usually help clean and i would sometimes pitch in for groceries and give his mom money when i had it and pay him money too for driving me around cause i don't have a car. but i just hate being seen as a disrespectful person, i just wish this never happened and she saw me as a nice, understand girlfriend and a sweet person. cause at the beggining, i tried to talk to her but then i started shutting everyone out, even sometimes my bf. i don't mean to. i wish i could just live a normal life