I have social anxiety pretty severely. And much of my over thinking involves social interactions so I know its related. It is exhausting to live with.
Currently my mind feels liberated. Everything is quiet and stable for the first time in 4 weeks. I actually feel happy and content. And like spreading love to others. There are a lot of people in my life I appreciate and adore. I'd like to devote this freed up mental space to thinking about enjoying my time with them, planning for the future and being creative.
I feel okay for the first time in....weeks. I just...I'm okay. Its the most amazing feeling.
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Is love so fragile
And the heart so hollow
Shatter with words
Impossible to follow
You're saying I'm fragile I try not to be
I search only for something I can't see
I have my own life and I am stronger
Than you know.
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