you say at the bottom of the page its not like you've become a totally different person. Its not at all that i don't believe you. however it is possible for these types of panic attack/delusions and what seems to me like obessions to all of a sudden hit a person out of nowhere. Perhaps its not that you've changed and the people you work with see you different . but you are viewing the world differently. I've spent the last 15 years of my life thinking everyone was out to get me all the time...and i even knew as this was happening it was non sense but i couldn't and still can't stop thinking that way... im finally seeing a physciatrists and she is rather confused as am I after 3 visits...however the seroquels did work well...and im starting on my dexedrine today which ive taken under the table many time wonderful times lol.....but my suggestion is to certainly see a doctor..obviously one not from your office or preferably and physciatrist or pshycologist sometimes regular doctors can be overwhelmed by mental health issues