Dear PC,
As mentioned in the title: "Until I hear from my new therapist, PC is the support I have," for now. I do not have a large support network, and am waiting to hear from a person who will serve as a key character in my expanding said network.
I have recently been very stressed/ am often stressed about not liking where I live. I have committed to staying in the area, until my current job/ project reaches its end. Until then, I have to take on additional jobs (which might mean I have to make additional time commitments, extending past the timeline currently keeping me where I am - geographically).
I have larger plans, which I am tired of - and frustrated by - putting on-hold.
I miss nature. I miss education. I miss a higher quality of life, which comes from my surroundings, rather than income.
Reflection upon how I have come into my current situation:
I am trying not to regret uprooting myself. However, I did it for someone else, and I will never do that again. I know uprooting myself for other people is something I have done too many times.
I have often left a life I have built for myself - and had been pleased with - for another person. And, such codependent behavior has ruined greater plans (and opportunities) I have worked for.
I cannot wait to start with my new therapist, and receive the support and empowerment I need, right now.
Thanks.
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Take Care,
Plant
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