From the title you might expect hearing some bad news happens him, but no, he is now actually became a success Head Chef in high-end restaurant! And the title probably should says "look at me now", i'm nothing, i'm still a staff, i'm having difficults developing my career because of my personality / mental disorder. I'm not surprise if i often hear depressed people says "life isn't fair". I think he is 'evil' for what he did to me 20 years ago but he can now lived happy with his wife & daughter, have a dream job with big salary, while i'm still the guy who just sits and doing nothing with my life. Cant believe i even sits here right now in front of my laptop at my office started a topic about him.

Just curious, anybody else find yourself in this kind of situation? How do you feel about it? I feel angry having a flashback of bad memories 20 years ago when i dont even have the guts to go out of class during lunch time because i'm too afraid they will find me and bully me again and after school's over i'll be the first person to ran out of class immediately to my mom's car and go straight home, what a loser i am, thoughts of revenge is killing me because it's impossible.

I tried to be strong for a few years now, i really do, but i gotta be honest i'm having a breakdown this year. I'm back searching for help, and i landed here (again) in this forum after 7 years.