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He asked, "What do you think that would do to me if you walked away?" And that's why I started talking about how if I left my husband maybe he would just go on with his life and how T would probably do the same thing.

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I feel exactly the same way. I always tell my T that I feel that I am more emotionally attached to others than they are to me. He agrees. He tells me that I don't feel whole without other people. He tells me that is our goal -- for me to feel whole no matter who is or isn't in my life. I just can't imagine reaching that goal.

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There is a big stuffed penguin on the analytic couch. . .I didn't tell him yet, but I am going to tell him how much I liked to be in that room; to be that close to him. There was a completely different level of intimacy.

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So, it sounds like the therapeutic relationship between the two of you really heated up the Arctic room. You may end up needing the fan. -- Better there be a big stuffed penguin in the room than a large pink elephant.

I'm glad that you are starting to feel more connected to your T.