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January · Oct 25, 2016, 11:46 AM

Yes, Liz, you are very brave. I wish I could be more like you. I was thinking about you in the night last night. You are definately a role model.

Cake, I wish I could help you somehow. You are so sweet and kind.

Kiya, check in when you can. Ok?

Yes, we lost Bubbles. I miss her.

I feel like I have the flu. Yesterday I slept all afternoon, which isn't like me. I don't know if I couldn't face life or if I was that ill. Maybe both. Today I discovered I forgot to take my methotrexate. Maybe that's why I feel so rotten.

Cake, I do realize the methotrexate hurts my liver. I'm afraid to take it, but I literally can't walk without it. I can't bend my knees without it. I live all alone. There is no one to help me, so I have no choice but to take it. I think it will ultimately shorten my life, but I don't know what else to do.

I had a Drs. appt. today and I cancelled it. I just couldn't get ready and go to it. I have no energy and I ache and am running a fever. A fever is not good because it might set off the histamine allergy places again, which are just now beginning to get better.

I hope you each have a good day. I love you all.