I'm having one of those days again where I'm supposed to be doing work, but feel unmotivated, bored, and unproductive. I just can't concentrate on anything and I feel mentally exhausted.
I've been working since 2am though. It's now almost 2pm. I don't know why I was productive before, but now I'm not. Maybe I'm burnt out for the day? Or maybe this depression is taking its toll on me.
I want to do everything, and yet... I have no motivation to do anything. It's an annoying inner conflict.
On the upside, I was able to bring my grandma to the neurologist for an assessment and formal diagnosis of dementia. We'll see what the next steps are. I'm sitting outside waiting.
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