Thanks folks.. well I'm a silly goose. I just returned from my pdoc and she said that while I have a few BPD traits.... it's just not me. They see a lot of BPD folk there and I just don't fit the bill...... they think my last issue was the Zoloft/Lamictal/Alcohol combination. They say I'm textbook bipolar.

I should have been more clear in my initial post. I basically self-diagnosed BPD and just assumed they would agree.

I know better than to worry about labels... but I still do.