I told t I might not even come back to see him because now I am embarrassed from the crying and don't really trust him or my h.

I remember teachers in school threatening they were going to write something bad about me in my permanent file. That's how I feel with the psy's, lol. I'd love to have seen that permanent file from my school.

I guess whatever they write about me doesn't matter anymore now that my kids are all nearly grown. It won't affect my parenting custody. I am a great mom.

One psy scared me by saying there was a stigma with certain diagnoses and I wouldn't be able to get insurance.