Isn't that feeling part of BPD? My emotions are all over about this. I honestly felt great and loving this last week, only to crash to despair from the t session last night.

I'm not going to be able to turn off that pain and anger I suffered. He doesn't feel heartfelt empathy for me. If he did, it never would have happened.

So, if I just accept it, that's the only way I know how to cope.

We're still together at least for now. Once our son is a little older, who knows?

Also, don't feel I am weak for staying. You have no idea how much strength it takes.