I'm sorry you're going through this.

Look into supplementing with magnesium, calcium and vitamins D3 & K as meds block the body's ability to utilize magnesium that is needed to help control anxiety. You want to take a form of magnesium that is highly absorbably such as magnesium chloride, citrate of malate. DON'T take magnesium oxide as it will do nothing but give you raging diarrhea.

Symptoms of Low Magnesium | Ancient Minerals