like an actor associates himself with his characters persona to take on the characters life to make it seem more real?
the actor chooses to associate himself with the character or to morph into the character...?

and yeah i meant hidden vs florid... thanks..

i probably dont have d.i.d. .. but i do know that im not pretending..

im just frustrated, like wandering a forest lost with no name or flash light...
i wanna know who i am, whats wrong with me, and where the hell i am... is that so bad?
knowing whats wrong seems like a big part of understanding my personal condition and a big part of recovery, but maybe im wrong... maybe it doesnt matter, but i still just wanna understand my own experience, maybe know whether its mayonaise or mustard... is it spicy or mild... is it solid or fluid... what is it...?
does that make sense?

im just tired of being like this... like that song said "changing faster than the channels on the tv"



wish i had something good to add to the thread, ill try to shh.. i appreciate the information, its all informative...