To Lefty the Salesman:
thank you. I wrote about my treatment in my introduction. I used to go to a psychotherapist - 2-3 years in total... it was helpful but it didn't solve (of course) my problems in being unable to choose which career path to take. I'm very discouraged, that is. I feel so disrespected and it seems like every day is getting worst. I feel like i lost my chance to find my place in the society and now nobody have reasons to take me in consideration.

I know it sounds annoying. Sorry

p.s. I also used to be less bad at writing/speaking in english... it really seems i'm becoming "stupid" ):